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Saturday, July 29, 2006
Saturday, April 9, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREATEST LOVE CHILD EVER! ERIN :D
KINK IT UP GIRL. 18 :) FINALLY.
You can hit up all the sex stores, lotto booths, and any place in quebec. Just think only 1 year till 19 :D
I hope you have a GRRRREAT Day hunny. You SO deserve it
LUS!
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Also like to note:
CONGRATS to MY SJSH drama kids for putting on an AWESOME show last night. I'm so proud of you guys :D
MUCH LOVE darlings :D
Monday, April 4, 2005
11:45PM
Since you've been gone ..... I can BREATH for the FIRST TIME !!!
Sunday, April 3, 2005
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
8:50PM
Greatest moment ever:
My dad and I took some shots of JD for SAM!
CHEERS to you Baby!
5:00PM
OHH ON A BRIGHTER NOTE ....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY To MY FAVORITE older cousin ... well lets say the brother i never had ...
HAPPY 20th RICK!!!!
I miss yah
Hope you have an amazing B-day. Can't wait to visit.
xox
Lyndzeeee
1:47PM
and he is gone ..
The greatest dog in the entire world has left my life and has gone to a better place.
Sure it sounds all corny, but the last few days have been hell to see him suffer like that.
But now, i know he is happy.
Like i told fun .. he is with Fred right now (my old pup) and they are probably arguing about something. Plus fun also said ... Sam had a master plan that has yet to be reveiled. I wonder what she knows.
Anyways. I know no dogs cant read but i need to let this out.
Sam. THank you. Thank you for bringing out the best in our entire family. You were not only our dog, but you were a member of this family and you always will be. You got me through some of the toughest times in my life, as well as mom and dad's.
You were the one that never critized me, that never left my side, that always listened, and could put a smile on my face at anytime (can't forget make me laugh). You were my life saver in grade 10, and you know it. You had something special that can never EVER be replace, and i need to thank you for the wonderful years we shared.
You just kept given'er. You never stopped.
I know not only our family, but all my friends who know you will remember you and your funny character. You were always part of the party. You always brought light to any situation.
And right now by remembering you in your prime, if lightening up the mood in this house.
Remember I LOVE YOU BABY .. and i will never EVER forget you ...
and THANKS
Okay . I am done ... I just needed to let that out.
But now i need to thank my best friends who are helping me through this. You guys have been amazing .. thank you for all your support.
I love you guys ..
Thanks
Lyndzeeeeee
Current mood:  My baby is gone
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
4:59PM
He'd fading away so quickly, and i can't stand to watch it.
Its soo depressing.
Monday, March 28, 2005
11:53PM
When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Just let my love throw a spark
And have a little faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try
And have a little faith in me
And
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here darlin’
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me
And when your back’s against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
I will catch, I will catch your fall baby
Just have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me
Well, I’ve been loving you for such a long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
’cause for us there is no end
And all you gotta do is have a little faith in me
I said I will hold you up, I will hold you up
Your love gives me strength enough
So have a little faith in me
Current mood: sooo upset.
1:25AM
Today's Horoscope:
To say that you're somewhat upset is an understatement, dear Virgo. It's time to face the truth: You're in a crisis. You're wondering whether you're capable of doing anything in this world. Are you totally helpless? That's quite a profound question, and it's keeping you up at night right now. Of course you're capable! That's obvious, at least to other people. Perhaps the problem is not you.
Creeeepy
Okay and part two of it:
The urge to have an intense conversation is building,dear virgo, and you won't be able to resist. Why bother, anyway? It's good to clear the air, and 'being nice' won't accomplish that. Just be gentle. You're as volatile as TNT
EVEN MORE CREEPY
Current mood:  bitchy Current music: Standing outside the fire
Sunday, March 27, 2005
4:32PM
It's been a while.
So yeah. Thursday night Gwen spent the night here. She was driving through to see Eric, so she crashed here which was super. When she got here, me and a few others brought her out for some food and some laughs. Then we came back here, and we relaxed and talked alot. There is alot to be caught up on when a year passes by.
Anyways ... the best suprise came on friday when FUN CAME HOME .. *Does a dance* ... It was exciting, especially when she called moi. She is such a special kid. Anyways yeah ....
I work friday and then came home and relaxed, i was SO tired from the night before, and i didnt wanna go out at all (sorry about that dan).
Then Saturday came along which was awesome. I worked from like 1:30 until 6ish, then came home. Called the hooker, then bman called to say that Douglas was coming to get me and the hooker and we were going out to William's house :D .. HURRAH TO THAT !
Seriously. That was so much fun. At first i was like, wow, weird .. I dont know all that many ppl here. But then i went and sat with Grant and he made me some new friends which rocked the boat.
Then the rest of the night was just funny ...
Dammmn Billy, i didn't know you had that pelvis thing going on :D .. hahah that was hilarious.
Plus .. Fun was drinking wine, which was funny :) .. she hit up that whole bottle. THen it hit her. and that was fun as well.
I think the photoshoot in the basement with hobo and I .. with Douglas' help was awesome too, especially when Grant crashed in, then billy. hahah ... Damn can those boys dance hahahah
OHHHH cannot forget the Ride out to billy's which was full of laughs, Boob bruising cause Douglas' inability to avoid to bumps (they took up the whole road, there was no where to go) PLUS all the funny talks we had with B, Douglas, Kait and Amy. WOW we are funny kids. Never put me and fun in the FAR back AGAIN .. cause we get rowdy. (edited in just for you fungai)
ANyways . I met some kicken ppl last night. Props to All of them.
Next Po-town chin-dig shall be awesome :0) ...
hahahah ... I dunno that party reminded me of the GOOD times at home .... (there wasn't any of those last weekend) so they made up for it this weekend.
Awesome ppl, awesome new friends. Can't wait to do it all again.
Next time .. My sis and My hobo (again) have to be there. Plus a little bit of PTB
Twas a nice night with my hobo.
Hurrah.
Okay. I should go. I am soooooo trying not to work on my essay right now, and i should be. I think i might get shot if i dont get it done. OOOOPS .. okay ...
Im out. TTYL
Lyndzeeeeeeeeee
Current mood:  Gidddy Current music: Guns N' Roses
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
11:35PM
Okay ... Dumbest moment ever ...
and this is why my new nick name is "Specialed" ... THANKS HOBO :D
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
11:58PM
Nice and quiet ... But Very good time today at the wall..
Thanks to James for meeting me early, then to Syd and Amanda for coming to join me as well.
After the wall i went to class with James, Dooling, Kat, and Sarah L.
When that was done i went to gender for a little bit. Then i left and came home to pack ... because ..
I AM GOING HOME TOMORROW .... *BOO YEAH * DOes a dance *
Okay im done. I should get some sleep cause i will barely sleep this weekend. I KNOW IT .
Talk to you next week sometime ...
Lyndzeee
I'm SOOO intrigued, SOOO captured ..... Why ... What is it ?
Sunday, March 13, 2005
11:46PM
WOW ... what happens when 5 best friends get together on a sunday night ...
They come up with some fake names ... and some good questions ... and end up TWICE on the sunday night sex show.
WOW .. that was fun. Sue RULES.
We have to do that again. :D
Friday, March 11, 2005
3:31PM
So i got the job .... *sigh*
Now .. the contemplation begins.
Tuesday, March 8, 2005
7:51PM
I want to see my best friend
Thursday, March 3, 2005
10:55PM
well then ..
All in all a rather crappy day just passed.
Ohh wells. I think i am gonna fade away for a while.
Ill ttyl . . .
12:24AM
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren´t we able
To see the signs that we missed
and tried to turn the tables?
I wish you´d unclench your fists
and unpack your suitcase
Lately there´s been too much of this,
but don´t think it´s too late
Nothin´s wrong just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow I´m gonna make it alright,
but not right now
I know you´re wondering when
(You´re the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow I´m gonna make it alright,
but not right now
I know you´re wondering when
And I hope that since we´re here anyway,
we can end it, saying
Things we´ve always needed to say,
so we can end up staying
Now the story´s played out like this
just like a paperback novel
Let´s rewrite an ending that fits
instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothin´s wrong just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow I´m gonna make it alright,
but not right now
I know you´re wondering when
(You´re the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow I´m gonna make it alright,
but not right now
I know you´re wondering when .................
Yet again. Another one to get me thinking ... This one just came on on my media player. I wanted to cry .
Ohh well .. Im gonna try to get some sleep.
P.S. WHERE IS MY HOBO ????????????????????????
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
Haven't heard this song in so long, then it came on the radio, and flooded me with memories.
Current mood:  confused
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